From the thacked dept:

Saturday, March 26, 2011

From the Finally Getting Unlazy dept:

ZOMG I've done essentially nothing since spring break (actually, since the Friday prior to break starting). Turns out that I need the pressure of an exam to keep me honest while studying. With physiology next Friday, I'm gonna have to focus a little more than I have been (which isn't saying a whole hell of a lot, to be completely honest). In fact, I'm stalling right now by blogging instead of studying.

The weather is fantastic in Mobile. 28 and sunny, relatively low humidity, a fantastic breeze make for amazing study (procrastinating right now though) weather. I'm sitting on my porch with my laptop, the dog (a new acquisition this semester) and a CAO Black. It's actually motivating, as somehow I derive pleasure from whatever it is I'm doing when the weather's nice.


The view from my porch right now.

This semester is significantly more relaxed than last semester. As expected, I figured things out last semester with regard to how I need to study to get what I need done. I'm a lot better at budgeting time, etc, such that I have time to hang out and relax. With about half the effort of last semester, I've been able to maintain acceptable grades and I'm more than OK with that. I'm also able to take more time to play music, something I was sadly taken away from last semester. I bought a new amplifier and guitar(new to me, anyway) this semester and it's been a blast tooling around with them. The amplifier is a Line 6 Spyder III 2x10,

and the guitar is an Epiphone Les Paul Standard plus top. Just for kicks, I tuned the guitar down to a dropped C, and figured out why modern rock uses this key. The Paul is a straight up rock guitar, and when coupled with the amp models of the Spyder, it makes for a killer neighbor-disturbing setup. At about $500 (student loans FTW), it was a bargain too.

Alas, that's about all the study time I can sacrifice at the moment. I'll be back to write more later, but until then, peace.

DT

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

From the Med School dept:

Alright, so now I'm in med school. That's about all I have time to write, but I'm going to write more because otherwise this will have been a completely unjustifiable waste of time.

Here's the Hit Parade of things that I've observed.

1. The rumors are true. Med school is hard.
2. You can't prepare beforehand. Don't even try. I didn't.
3. Med students are, by and large, not douchebags.
4. I get 7-8 hours of sleep every night.
5. I perform significantly (quantitatively) better when I've had 2 cups of coffee.

It took me a couple of weeks, but I think I'm finally getting into the groove of how the next two years are going to roll. Since I had been out of school for over a year, it took me a little while to find out just exactly what was needed of me. I've gotten to the point now where I go to the gross lab and 1)know what I'm looking for and 2)am able to review all the structures I'm supposed to know. My most useful tool--teaching. I have found that if I know something, be it the branches of the facial nerve or the muscles of the forearm, all it takes is me teaching it to somebody to cement it into my brain forever (read: until the end of the test block). This has become a great aid, and my goal for the next GA lab practical is 100% (missed 3 last time.)

I am actually starting to undergo a change where I'm understanding that the stuff I'm learning is going to serve me in the future. Up til now in undergraduate, many of the things I learned seemed useless, or only required as a stepping stone along the way. Now, everything I learn will help me make a diagnosis or understand a patient's illness better, and for that reason I feel compelled to commit it all to memory efficiently, and accurately. I'm also beginning to appreciate the human body more. It's becoming less of a magical thing and more of an incredibly intricate, mechanical machine. Every day, some Ph.D. somewhere is discovering some enzyme, some chemical pathway, some process that accounts for a phenomenon of previously unknown causes. What this means is that every day, we find a new piece of the puzzle that is the human condition. At the moment, the puzzle is the equivalent of an edgeless, 5000 piece puzzle of a wheat field and we (scientists and doctors) are a 5 year old kid whose neurons are at least a decade from being fully myelinated. Slowly but surely, however, we approach completion, and while it won't be in my lifetime or even in my childrens' lifetimes, I fully believe that one day we will understand the meaning of life. Either that, or we will understand that there is no meaning.

There will probably be more later (may take some more prodding). However, if I want to get the aforementioned 7-8 hours of sleep, I must begin now.

Til next time,
DT

Monday, July 19, 2010

From the Moving Up, Moving On dept

Been a while since I wrote, quite a bit has changed since last time! I believe my last post included the fact that my motorcycle had been stolen; since then, I have recovered and partially restored her! The geniuses that stole her took it upon themselves to spray her rattle-can red, and they destroyed the sidecovers. The front turn signals got effed up, and there's tons of overspray on the engine from the top-notch spray job they did on it.
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Needless to say, I was pretty sad when I lost her but somehow by the grace of Science I got a letter from the Huntsville PD saying they found her a couple months later. Second best letter I've ever gotten (more on the first best letter I've ever gotten later). I've since spent the summer restoring her and these are the results!

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Candy Orange Paint Job!
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It's more or less finished, I only have to add some chrome trim on the tank and finish taking the red paint off of the engine!

What else, what else...OH! A little over a month ago, I got the call I've been waiting for since second grade--I was accepted by the University of South Alabama College of Medicine as a matriculant in the Class of 2014. I'll be heading down in about two weeks to begin studies in their MD program. I really wasn't expecting to get in this year, I had even retaken (and done well on, IMHO) the MCAT. Everything I've done in the past few years has been aiming towards this goal, and somehow I've managed to achieve it. I have the feeling that sometime in the following months I'll be wondering what the hell I've gotten myself into, but for now I'm basking in my naïve glory. I'm pretty excited about the change of scenery and definitely about being back in school--retail work really wasn't for me.

I'll tell you, there's only one thing that could somehow dampen acceptance to medical school, and that's getting letters from other programs asking me to apply(since I retook the MCAT and did better). I've gotten letters from the University of Alabama School of Medicine MD/PhD program and Duke University programs, asking me to apply due to my score. Considering I was flat-out rejected form UASOM this year, I was shocked that they want me to apply for a fully-funded MD/PhD program for next year. So the question is, do I take the bird in the hand (MD from South) or go for the golden diamond-studded bird in the bush (fully funded MD/PhD from UASOM)? I'm definitely going to South this fall but the prospect of a funded education is tempting. I don't even know how feasible a transfer is, but to save a few hundred thousand dollars it would be worth it. I've got to sort out my thoughts on the matter, but for now I'm going to be happy with my current acceptance:)

I'll be wrapping up my work in the Podila lab this week. It's been a very good run; Dr. Cseke is an incredible PI who drives for results. He doesn't stand over my shoulder, but he's guided me to two future publications and possibly several more. We've determined that some species are invasive and that others are not; this has extreme implications for nurseries around the nation. Currently, we're working on RAMBO, or Rapid Automatic Molecular Barcode Observation--this is a modification of HudsonAlpha's iCubate system. Long story short, this system will enable USDA employees to take a small sample of tissue and determine its invasiveness. At the moment, I'm training my replacements. I'm sad that I'm leaving; it's actually been hard having to tell Dr. Cseke that I'm leaving (I was going to turn the project into a Master's degree if I didn't get in this year). But medical school is what I've wanted essentially all of my life, and it's where I belong.

At the moment, I'm trying to figure out moving. I'm planning on taking a cross-country road trip before moving. I'm hitting up Michigan to see Grandma, then out to Iowa City to see Andy, then to Lincoln, NE to see Nathan, then ending up in Denver, CO to see my grandparents on Dad's side. The trip is about 3,000 miles round trip and I'm looking forward to it. It's definitely the longest undertaking I've ever done, but I really need to see the people who have been pulling for me my entire life before holing up in med school.

Back to moving, I'm going to get some boxes this evening and start packing up. I've done a crazy eBay blitzkrieg to get rid of stuff I don't want to cart to Mobile (and also to make some money). My plan is to get a moving truck and pack the bike and all my stuff into it. They have a car dolly, and supposedly I can haul my car behind the truck. This way, I don't have to worry about driving back and getting the car or the bike. We'll see how well that works out.

I'm very proud of my sister. She's pulled herself up and gotten a job, a car, and an apartment. She's an incredible person and I'm very impressed by her independence. Since she has been out of the house, we've gotten to spend much more time together and I am very proud of the woman she's become. I'm sad to leave her in HSV, but at the same time I'm incredibly confident that she doesn't need me or anybody else to make it on her own.

Nathan, I'll see you in a few weeks. It was great seeing you in Nebraska, and like Kelsey, I'm very proud of the scientist you've become. Seeing your work and your lab really makes me realize that the research I've been doing is quite basic--you're a full-blown scientist and I'm proud to have you as my brother. Even if you never read this, I hope you know how much respect I have for you and that I often look back at our childhood with fond memories. I've always wanted to be like you, to impress you, and to be here for you. Maybe one day we'll be colleagues, but for now I'm proud to have you as my brother.

I think that about sums up life at this point. It's definitely going to be hard moving away from the people who have been my life up to this point--my best friends and colleagues are here in Huntsville (they're moving too!)but it's time to move up and out. We'll see where the next few weeks, months, and years take me--I am excited about meeting new people and becoming a physician.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

From the Wow it's been a long time since I blogged dept.

It was recently brought to my attention that I had not blogged in quite some time(which I intuitively knew, but hadn't really thought about). Anyhow, with some spare time on my hands I figured I may as well.

What's new...I put in my notice at work today, if that counts. Relatively big step, as I'm taking quite the pay cut but there's been nothing like this past year to make me realize that money's really not everything. Sure, it's necessary and it sure is nice to not have to borrow money for things, but at some point it's not really doing much. I would hazard to say that the spare cash I have would have been better spent allowing me to do a job that I truly enjoy, which leads me to my next point...

My good friend Andrew Adrian referred me to a wonderful lab job in the (formerly) Podila lab. It has been about a year since I really did any work in a lab, but after only a day in lab I already felt at home, like this is where I will be able to truly do some good. Not to mention, we'll get to make our own hours and take the hour lunches I so often wondered about (the people who came into LC on their lunch breaks to buy glasses, where are these jobs that allow you to do such a thing?) Another plus, I'll get to spend some time with Andy, something I really enjoy but don't always get to do. We really click at a level that I haven't ever with anyone else (I feel we do, anyway, he may feel differently) and it will be interesting to see what a scientific collaboration will bring about.

The research will consist of creating a protocol for determining the differences between an invasive and a noninvasive strain of grass (Cogongrass, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imperata_cylindrica). The research is funded by a USDA grant, and I'm really honored that I was taken into the lab without really talking to anyone about it(Dr. Cseke took Andy's word that I'd be a good candidate.) We spent the day in lab the other day just isolating DNA and electrophoresing it onto a gel. While we didn't get the DNA concentrations that we were hoping for, our samples were pure (low carbohydrate contamination levels) and I was happy with it as our first experiment.
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Plus, the PCR that we'll be doing will make up for a lack of material as you only (theoretically, anyhow) need one DNA molecule to get exponential replication.

Another exciting thing was that we just happened to be in lab when Dateline NBC came by, complete with Chris Hansen(of To Catch a Predator fame). They set up their cameras and shot a 15 minute spot about Amy Bishop, then packed up and left. I got a chance to talk to Mr. Hansen and it was amazing how down to earth he was--really cool guy.
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To top the day off, Nature sent a photographer out to the lab as well. They took some pictures of Andy and I doing the DNA extraction, and we can look forward to those pictures in the next issue. Funny, something many scientists dream about we both achieved for doing nothing(getting into Nature. I almost (read:almost) feel guilty.

I'm really excited about getting to make my own hours. I can sleep in if I want, plus I'll really be my own boss. Science works on my schedule, not the other way around. I'll even be somewhat less constrained than I was in the Magnuson lab, as we're not culturing any time-sensitive E. Coli.

I'm currently sitting on the waitlist for the University of South Alabama College of Medicine. It's been a long journey, and I'm sick of applying to medical school, but this year I've gotten closer than ever before. Finally I have validation that someone at least kind of thinks I'll make a decent physician (anyone can apply, anyone can interview but to be placed on the waitlist means that they think you can do it, just not as well as some of the more qualified candidates). Plus, I'm relieved that some of the candidates I felt looked better on paper (4.0, 30+MCAT) have already been rejected, while I with my scary 3.46 and embarrassing 27MCAT somehow got on the list. Whatever, this will be the longest month or two as I wait for everyone to leave the USA list for UAB. I'm cautiously optimistic that I'll get to start the next phase of my life this fall.

Last week, Charlie(my 1975 Honda CB550 motorcycle) got stolen. She was just gone when I got back.
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Not going to say much about the situation as it still pisses me off when I think about it, but I have the feeling a new bike will be in my near future. I'm really digging the new Honda CBR 600RR, and I can already see the vinyl decal "Charlie Deuce" emblazoned on the side. Not to replace Charlie(impossible), but to fill the gap at least partially.

I've got more to say but we're getting ready for some Texas Hold Em tonight and Birthday Hookah for Emily.

Peace.

Monday, August 4, 2008

From The Summer's Over dept.:

Just like that, another summer has come and gone.  I believe in my last blog, I outlined some of the things that I was going to do this summer.  To save you the time and effort of reading what those were, here they are:

1.  Get some experience at the hospital or a doctor's office
2.  Get research underway at school
3.  Study for the MCAT
4.  Make some money.

My summer pretty much consisted of attaining these goals, and not much else.  I'll go in order, but this is not necessarily the order in which these things were done.

1.  Hospital or Doctor's experience--I had to jump through flaming hoop after flaming hoop to get in with the hospital's shadowing program, only to be told that I would only be able to shadow a nurse, not a doctor.  I have immense respect for nurses (more this summer after working with lots of them!) but shadowing a nurse really wouldn't give me the experience that I need.  So I called about 15 doctors in the area and left lots of voicemails, and waited for responses.  2 doctors called me back(well, their nurses anyhow) and I took them both up on their offers to shadow.  

Dr. Gil Aust of the Orthopaedic center let me shadow him in his clinic, and that really gave me a good feel for what the clinic is like.  It's fast paced, not unlike a restaurant.  The "host" was the nurse, who seated people(by putting them in their examining room) and then bussed tables (by cleaning and preparing the room).  Then the server (who is Dr. Aust) would wait on people, trying to do his best to serve their needs while simultaneously trying to get everyone out the door as fast as possible.  It seemed to be a high-stress, high-pressure environment, but I really enjoyed it.

The next doctor I shadowed was Dr. William Alison of Dunagan, Yates, and Alison Cosmetic Surgery.  My goal is to become a reconstructive surgeon, so it was very exciting for me to get to shadow a plastic surgeon.  Even though Dr. Alison concentrates on cosmetic surgery, he still does his fair share of reconstructive work, and I got to see several examples of work that he's done.  During my time in his office, I got to see a facelift, a breast augmentation, and an eyebrow lift.  The time went by very quickly, and it was truly amazing to see everyone in the OR working together.  It made me very excited to be on my way to becoming a surgeon.

2.  Get research underway--I certainly did this.  I spent about 20-25 hours a week in the lab, doing around 2 beta-gal assays a week.  Basically, this assay  determines the amount of enzyme present in a cell.  The cells I was testing were mutants that either I or someone else made.  I went through a lot of plates, pipet tips (I must have used a couple thousand of these), and vials.  I learned a lot about enzymes and about lab work in general.  I will continue working this fall, albeit my experiments will be scaled back a little--probably closer to one beta-gal a week.

3.  Study for the MCAT--I have been slowly but surely working my way through my MCAT study book.  It's a very large book, and I'm not as far as I would like to be.  But, who's ever as prepared as they want to be?  I certainly hope I've got myself over-worried about the test.  From what I've heard from people who have taken it, it doesn't seem that bad.  We'll see, though, as I'm taking it on the 6th of September up in Chattanooga.  It probably decides whether I get into medical school, as everything else I need to get in is pretty much in place.  No pressure, though.

4.  Make some money.  I have actually lost money this summer, in terms of my bank account(s).  With the purchase of the bike, I have less than I started the summer with.  However, the experiences that the bike has allowed me to have are priceless--especially if they pay off with my admission to medical school.  I have also acquired a job for this fall, at the Apple retail store.  I'll be working about 15 hours a week there, so that will keep food in my belly.  It's a fun job--I get to spend work selling computers that I love to talk about anyway.  It'll be great:)

I haven't recorded as much music as I would have liked to (read:none) this summer, but that doesn't mean I haven't been writing.  It's all stored conveniently on my voice recorder, waiting to be recorded when I'm done with the MCAT.  I think, for my new work, I'm going to record the entire album then release it all at once, rather than releasing it song-by-song.  I think that will lead to coherence..but we'll see.  It'll be no sooner than a month and a half before anything gets recorded...so stay tuned!

It's been a great(albeit BUSY) summer.  It has probably been my most productive, rewarding summer to date.  I guess it should be that way, what with getting older and supposedly more mature(ha).  That's not to say that it has been perfect, because it hasn't been--I've had some of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with happen this summer--but I can sleep at night knowing that I've done everything I can.  It's all part of growing up, I guess--and probably part of life in general.  It's one of those things that people that are older than me can warn me about but I'll never take heed until it happens to me.

So!  Thanks for reading, and I'll see many of you when you come back to school.  Get ready for some fun and challenging times.  It's gonna be a great year.

Monday, June 30, 2008

From the I Finally Have Transportation Of My Own Dept.:

The day has come. After 21 years, I finally have a method of transportation of my own.

Here she is:
The new bike:)

Why a bike? She was relatively cheap(I paid cash for her), the insurance is cheap ($75/year; the cheapest car insurance is 4 times that for 6 months), and she'll get me where I need to go.

She's a 1975 Honda CB550, with only 18,000 original miles on her. I spent all day yesterday driving her around, and it only cost me a few dollars in gas. I found her in the Decatur Daily Classifieds; a guy in Priceville was selling her. Turns out that the guy I bought her from is married to an oral hygienist at my orthodontist--small world! Props to Stephanie and her husband Eric for driving down there and driving her back--without them, I would have had to get a truck or something to get her back! She starts right up from either the electric starter or the kickstarter(which is fun!) and runs great!

I had never ridden a motorcycle before a few days ago, but it's just like driving a stickshift car--save for the clutch being in my hand and the shifter being controlled by my foot. It's just like riding a bike, as they say. Hell, I'm pretty sure it is riding a bike.

After filling up again today, I noticed that I only got about 35mpg, so I started thinking of ways to improve that. My first thought was to check the spark plugs, so I did. They looked like they were from 1975--they were covered in soot and disgusting looking. So I went to Advance Auto Parts and got some new ones for like 2 dollars apiece. It took me about an hour to get them installed (due to the two inner spark plugs being at a funny angle; I had to ninja the wrench around them). Once they were in, the engine seemed to run smoother, but perhaps that's just in my head. We'll see how they actually affect the mileage after my next fill-up.

The bike will enable me to get around without depending on people (too much, anyway; I can't really haul stuff around on the bike). I can finally get to the hospital to do my clinical rounds. Medical school may happen!

She runs great for now, and I hope she continues to for at least a year(when I should have the cash for a car). If something hasn't gone wrong in the past 33 years, nothing should happen now, right? Right?

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

From the Hilarious Videos that Made Me Squirt Soda Out Of My Nose dept.:



I found this video on Youtube...this dude calls Belkin and complains that the paper iPhone inside the case he bought doesn't work...his voice is hilarious!

DT